Wednesday, August 18, 2010

天使

上完课回宿舍,把衣服洗了,冲了个凉,洗把脸,坐下,蓝!

把电脑打开,耳机塞进耳窝里,按下播放键,听着Sarah Mclachlan-Angel。一首非常舒服的歌曲,一首常常把我从惆怅,低落,绝望,想念,寂寞拯救起来的歌曲。这几天不知为何非常想家,非常想念家乡的朋友们。可能感觉已经被遗忘了吧,曾经是多么要好的朋友,如今坐在同一桌,感觉是那么近,但却事实上差了个十万八千里,这是我时常逃避的原因。不过庆幸的是还有几位对我很重要的朋友会盼着我回去和他们相聚,真的很感谢他们给我值得,肯定和存在。另外开心的事我在这儿找到了两位让我有相同感觉的学姐,谢谢她们。

音乐继续重复播放着……天使是人们绝望失落出现的那一道光,指引人们走向光明,感受温暖。我真切的觉得天使存在,虽然天使从未出现但却长长透过声音指引着我。

“spend all your time waiting for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.
there’s always one reason to feel not good enough,
and it’s hard at the end of the day.
i need some distraction oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty and weightless and maybe
i’ll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you’re in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there’s vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don’t make no difference
escaping one last time
it’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you’re in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you’re in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
some comfort here”

愿我们在天使的温暖臂膀下,我们能得到些许温暖,更有决心面对每个挑战。


Tuesday, August 17, 2010

单身万岁,情侣万万岁。

我是个绝对单身主义者,爱情这一种东西对我而言可有可无,现在这一种信念有点被垄断的感觉。单身自由自在,双手自由甩;情侣就手牵手,哪里一起走。单身独享一切,自力更生不依赖;情侣共享一切,甜甜蜜蜜一起吃。总之有也好,没有也好,幸福就好。

p/s. 谢谢feeling姐和kk兄给我这种美好的感觉。

Thursday, August 12, 2010

最近的生活就还不错,很努力地活着,也努力地呼吸着。
感觉也还好,就是不上不下,有时忙着,同时也闲着。
不过时间真的穿梭如箭,不一会儿也即将过两个月了。
在UMP的生活,我只能说我是幸运的,命中自有贵人。
遇到了很不错的同屋人,很好的学长姐,很愿意与我分享。
庆幸的是我自己的适应能力真的很强,很快就自得其乐了。

同屋人明儿即将离去,去心属的大学和学习自己喜欢的科目。
祝福他成功,但是他一定会很想我们的。

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

孤独是一棵树

孤独是一棵树,
树越长越大,
越长越茂盛,
树被丰厚的树叶遮住。
人们喜欢去树下乘凉,
和树分享喜与悲,
树却说不出话,
没树与树分享。
树其实想被砍伐,
树想别人看见他,
树想新生想飞,
而不是别人暂时的栖身处。

Saturday, July 10, 2010

人啊

这几天碰到许多种人,有:

明明是华人却拼命飙英文的人,

疯狂炫耀自己多有本事的人,

还有免费的爱情讲座(他说对女人要欲擒欲中纵,约她出来要说“ 我就是要你陪我”,不可以说“可以出来一下吗?”

最后是要参选的人,简称“代表”。

听着听着都快吐了。

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Bye, June!

Two more days, I will start my new life in Pahang. It's very tough for me to leave my lovely family, friends, pets and all the delicious foods. Gonna be half Malay people, everyday eat those more salt, more oil, more sugar and more spicy food. Gosh, really hate that, I think I'm gonna be thinner and thinner or else I got to cook myself. But luckily I'm a quite good "raw-vege" eater, I can eat the vege without cooked.

Flashed back this six months' life, just can use a word to describe- "WAIT". I waited and waited everyday, let the time passed by. I'm been work for five months, no definitely all were struggle but also a quite good learning process, I'm been trained to become an independence worker even I can did all the works with just myself.

Finally June was coming and I quit my job. I had been depreciated because of races problem, cause all the other staffs were Malays, even the same race between them were also having lots of problem especially those who love to make some funny story on us. The most important thing is that my boss was totally believing in them. This was made me so disappointing then I quit.

In the mid of June, I had been inform I success enter local university, it suppose to be a very proud incident but at the same time it made me sad. The sadness were I have
to leave my home and stay outside for four years. Yes, I understand, we should learn independent but just feel down. I try hard to console myself. Well, I believe everything will be getting better. Hope so.

So, bye June...

Stefanie Sun -> Chun How









Gosh!! My dearest idol, Stefanie Sun was wishing me good luck just now!! Wahahaha............. I know, I know, that was I'm forcing her to wish but anyway I was so so happy now. I feel like I have more strength to face the new life. Thanks a lots for my dear friend,KerLee to have a farewell with me and Bybae, together with Apple, A Hui and Yao Yao Bing.It's small but totally awesome!! I had been cried after back home... My friends, love you all so so much!