Bye, June!

Two more days, I will start my new life in Pahang. It's very tough for me to leave my lovely family, friends, pets and all the delicious foods. Gonna be half Malay people, everyday eat those more salt, more oil, more sugar and more spicy food. Gosh, really hate that, I think I'm gonna be thinner and thinner or else I got to cook myself. But luckily I'm a quite good "raw-vege" eater, I can eat the vege without cooked.

Flashed back this six months' life, just can use a word to describe- "WAIT". I waited and waited everyday, let the time passed by. I'm been work for five months, no definitely all were struggle but also a quite good learning process, I'm been trained to become an independence worker even I can did all the works with just myself.

Finally June was coming and I quit my job. I had been depreciated because of races problem, cause all the other staffs were Malays, even the same race between them were also having lots of problem especially those who love to make some funny story on us. The most important thing is that my boss was totally believing in them. This was made me so disappointing then I quit.

In the mid of June, I had been inform I success enter local university, it suppose to be a very proud incident but at the same time it made me sad. The sadness were I have
to leave my home and stay outside for four years. Yes, I understand, we should learn independent but just feel down. I try hard to console myself. Well, I believe everything will be getting better. Hope so.

So, bye June...

Stefanie Sun -> Chun How

Gosh!! My dearest idol, Stefanie Sun was wishing me good luck just now!! Wahahaha............. I know, I know, that was I'm forcing her to wish but anyway I was so so happy now. I feel like I have more strength to face the new life. Thanks a lots for my dear friend,KerLee to have a farewell with me and Bybae, together with Apple, A Hui and Yao Yao Bing.It's small but totally awesome!! I had been cried after back home... My friends, love you all so so much!

主人

你的世界因你而创造
过去现在未来同时跑
没有什麽难以办到
只要清楚就确定目标
有爱的拥抱 就是解药
生命的奇妙 太多思考
让我们不相信神话
成长的路上 太多责骂
让我们更渴望被原谅
专注慾望你就会得到
毋庸置疑只管去想像
别再烦恼什麽我不要
抛掉伤痛来迎接美好
持续的绝望 就是炸药
生命的碰撞 太多火花
让我们更期待释放
成长的跌倒 太多警告
让我们不再像赤子般奔跑
有爱的拥抱 就是解药
生命的奇妙 太多思考
让我们不相信神话
成长的路上 太多责骂
让我们更渴望被原谅
渴望被原谅

越来越不懂

时间忽然之间疯狂般倒数，想做些有意义的事情可是一切却那么提不起劲，好想见见朋友们，可是大家却是那么地忙碌。

话说目标和梦想是什么？我也不太清楚。是富贵吗？安逸？精彩？丰富吗？其实我真的是那种无所谓的人，给我书我就读，到底要什么我真的不知道。

袁泉 宝宝，睡。

本来想找这首歌鼓励我的朋友，殊不知却忽然感伤起来。好好地睡吧，会很好的！

外面的世界

曾经是多么地期待，期待自己一个人去外面看看。正当机会降临时，踏出家门的步伐是如此地沉重，如此地无奈。即将去别州升学，还有十一天就要离开了。虽然大家都说很好，你终于成功了，可是心还是揪在一块儿。我家的小狗，我家的小孩，我的家人，我的朋友们……虽然假期是很长，见面还是会有，但就是舍不得。有点悔恨当时的懦弱，成就现在的局面，但现在可以令家人都松口气，何尝不是一种幸福呢。忽然想起一句歌词是多么贴切地形容此时此刻：“ 要是没有寂寞陪衬，没有途中的灰尘，你怎会向往家门……”，太不得了了。我一定可以的，加油吧。

远行

親親我愛多麼希望你會明白　我需要安靜下來　想像未來怎麼安排
時間飛快時間飛快　來不及抹去昨日塵埃　時間它不讓我等待
就這樣迎面而來　不捨你那黑白分明亮亮的眼睛　只是你年紀還小
無從明瞭我的心情　時間不停時間不停　原諒我依然決定遠行
當所有等待都變成曾經　我會說好多精彩的故事給你聽　就要離開
雖然我心中有無限傷懷　就要離開　雖然我心中有難言悲哀
明知寂寞叫人難以忍耐　也許一切就此從頭再來　雖然不知何時回來
我只盼望你會明白　你會明白喔你會明白　回想過去曾經黯淡幾許光采
有時候我不知道這樣決定應不應該　時間飛快該來的會來
我從來不曾這樣坦白　啊往日絢爛的夢已不再　我已經累了
我需要離開這舞台　就要離開　雖然我心中有無限傷懷　就要離開
雖然我心中有難言悲哀　明知寂寞叫人難以忍耐　也許一切就此
從頭再來雖然不知何時回來　我只盼望你會明白　你會明白喔你會明白