really really tired...

today with pbsm of whole kuala langat's secondary school, about 700 students went to climb the jugra hill. here my damn shit journey:
06.45am - reached school cause teacher said got to assemble 7.15am
08.30am - went to sk pematang pasir
11.45am - started to climbed the hill
04.00pm - reach the light house of jugra
06.00pm - finally reached home

really really tired, everyone whom went to climb must said these words. seem like very simple but it was very difficult because the hill is so biasing and slippery, along the road just have some rattan and trees' roots to hold, really difficult. it is hard but because of this i had met more and more friends. the feel is so good! oh yes, the most damn incident is below my neck is white but upper part include my face is black. T-T

emptiness

emptiness day,
the whole morning was so so boring.
damn shit muet teacher.
.......................
need go tuition again... haiz

way to mature

yesterday, me,weng seong,xiao yann,apo,meng tat,yeung shean,seng huei,leong wei and leong kai went jj for movie. the movie entitled "punisher:the war zone",the movie was cruel and horrible. the damn shit was the cinema was too too cold. initially siaw wei and sin yee will came with us but when siaw wei drove to banting her mother called her and backed ts immediatelly. the poor weng seong was waiting them and finally came jj one person. after that leong wei and his brother came to meet us then seng huei also arrived. oh yes, yesterday i had broke two records. one is that the earliest back home time and the other is the least money i spent, just rm15.50. when i reached home, my crazy mother still asked me why you back so early.

after the movie, we backed and i followed weng seong's car seem siaw wei them no came. we have a short talked. long time no talk with him with just two person only. after the short talked, i noticed that he still the innocent boy i know but he is now become more mature, learning to concern and concentrate. feel so good to notice that he is growing. after a short while, we reached jenjarom. after ricky took the money from him then we said bye bye. the money is for the trip to taman negara. i was interested with that but i have no money so i no go. never mind. i still very happy to see everyone are healthy and happy.

p/s. pray for weng seong and wish he can pass his math.^^

the fear

just now had a long talk with apple and chin ting.
today was my school's sport day but there is meaningless for us.
we just went there to get our cocuriculum's marks.
we confuse what we do for.
next week still need go to climb jugra hill in order to collect the mark,
damn shit!
actually our condition are same,
liked the sky just now,
grey and looked want to pour the rain immediately.
we have many confusion and ......
our tomorrow always shaky.
i can't how to say 'them'.
the only way just walk through it.

you don't know me
i also have my pressure
i doubt with my future
what should i do
which should i choice
and many many thing

yes,this valentine,some of us are lonely guys n' ladies. so we went to sunway pyramid for movie. we watched 'eden lake',that is a horrible and terrible movie. meng tat and weng seong kept said that waste money to scare themselves. haiz,the most happy among us was siaw wei. she has chocolates and a rose. kept smile the whole day. after that we went ate 'bah kut teh'. then back to jenjarom then went rojak corner had a short sit. so,are we lonely this valentine? i don't know. but i know that my friends will always by my side.

情人节，
从相识，暧昧，开始，争吵，分离，复合，甚至连理，
堆积了多少笑容以及泪水。
愿天长地久。

just like a fish,
expect for the land,
but it can never leave the sea.

i had found a very meaningful sentence from shao wei's msn title,

"期待让人越来越沉溺"
expect made one indulgence

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythem of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

_________________________________________
P!NK's "Nobody Knows".
Her songs always rock but this song is damn good.
Like she can see through you.

happy friend

name : yap chee han

id : 900211

chee han... don't know used what food to describe him. yeung shean always like to jest but his jest not so well. so i always told him, just chee han and yeen cheng's jest will always made me smile happily. according to chinese word, he can said that as my happy fruit. still remember why we know each other, that is because we like s.h.e. so happy the days we discuss them. as time get longer, we get closer and then we become best friend. now, he studies at kl. yes, he become very fasion and handsome. i think many girl will love him. and now the jokeable boy has learned to be silent and be calm in solving problem. hope he will did well in his study. happy friend, happy birthday.

Chocolate Friend

name : ng ker lee

id : 900208

yes, she is really a chocolate. her skin colour really chocolate colour, sometime can even said she liked malay girl. but she really a chinese girl. chocolate is the most suitable word to describe her, her appearance is chocolate colour but she as sweet as chocolate. for those mountain climber, they will always bring along chocolate because chocolate can give them energy and warm. she is a girl like chocolate, always give us sweet, energy and warm. really thanks to god let us met. i love this friend. and the day after today, she will be nineteen. from girl to lady, wish her will be have an unforgetable birthday. ker lee, although we are not by your side but our birthday wishes you must can hear them. wish you always happy and stay health. happy birthday, my dear friend.

a few question

today ahui and apple asked me few question, i can't even answer one of the question. they two now were struggle and confused in whether form 6 is that the correct path for them. they asked me:
*what is your ambition?
*what you effort for although know that form 6 is difficult and may fail?
*what you want to do after form 6?
*if form 6 fail, what you want to do?

so, dear all,what is yours' answers?

Finally...till the end

Today is the last day of Chinese New Year holiday. Nothing to do, just very a silent day. Tomorrow got to get back to school and fight with a lot of homework, tution, Physics, Chemistry, PA, MUET and Math-T. I know its hard but I still got to keep moving on. So dear all please also effort together with me. Especially Weng Seong, your mum is worry about you, me also. Please reduce the Dota. Yen Shyang, Ji Tat and some Dota player please also reduce it. Those in love, effort it but don't make out other life. Haha... This Chinese New Year was very very happy. Firstly grateful thanks to Meng Tat, Ricky, Yean Shyang, Weng Seong, Wei Han, Yong Jun, Leong Wei fetched us went around. Weng Seong, thanks for the dinner. Thanks Ker Lee's whole family always welcome us even till late midnight. Our dream girl, Say Err, very happy these few days with you. Then, Siaw Wei, Bybae, Chee Han, Yeung Shean, Hui Hui, Jin Err, Shao Wei and Xiao Yann, happy be with yours. Glad also be with my friend, Calsberg Girl-Apple. Special thanks to aHui' bf brought us an excited and amazing night. Really love you all.