30 April 2009,

The final day of April, I conclude that :

We need some more courageous.

26 April 2009,

Yesterday morning was in very disappointed and down mood. After exam then totally felt in sleep so not to think too much. About 9.30 p.m. received one three week stranger call, I know that I got to hang out with my gang, feel so happy and glad. This meeting have seven member attended, they were me, tansri, apo, kopi, awei,cheehan and jinne. Quiet happy time in mcd. Apo took his pro camera shoot again and again but finally just got about 10 photo okey only. I also had took some photo. Everyone still everyone. Finaly we planned go picnic next Saturday, hope that everyone can come to attend our trip.

25 April 2009,

Just finished my reading, writing and listening test, feel really really down cause all in confuse and nervous. because of this exam, met again with Eng Keat, Kwong Win, Curly and A-Ne. Still feel happy to meet them. The exam were really tough. This time must be die hard, cannot get band 4 and need struggle under my "dearest" MUET teacher again.

Recently watched Taiwan new drama," Black & White ", quite difference with previous Taiwan drama. The story is about police, great drama. One of the actress like some people's girl friend- Bing Yi. You all know de...

24 April 2009,

Playing truant again cause feel that I have to tidy my mood before the MUET exam. Now in studying some idioms or phrases cause one of my friend said that it will be bonus if use some idioms in the essay. Actually some of the idioms were like Chinese idioms. Here some to share with Bybae. Recently she seem trap in the bad mood, hope she will be better before the exam.

01. not to judge a book by its cover (not judge one by its appearance)
02. keep something for a rainy day (prepare something before face the trouble)
03. spreading like wildfire (Some news spread with fast)
04. to throw in the towel (give up)
05. many hands make light work (co-operate make the work easier)
06. don't cry for the moon (ask for something that is impossible)
07. hit the ceiling (very angry)
08. keeping my head down (to avoid the trouble)
09. blood is thicker than water (relation between family)
10. the ins and outs (the full details)
11. to lend a hand (to help)
12. bad blood (angry)
13. in cold blood (cruel)

Still got many but seem no use and these just I can memorized. Hope tomorrow will be a better day.

23 April 2009,

Yesterday went to the Malaysia National Science, here some funny photos to share.

Amitabha...
Energy Star.
Help the giant to dig his nose.
Every corner also has me.
In front of concave mirror.
Help! I been catch ye the spider girls... Help!!!!
Again all the corner with me... ha ha...
Wow!! My head bit by the dinosaur!! Help!!
Special feel, the fish were swam on my body...

One more day I will face my MUET exam, hope that I can get at least band 4 so that I can survive from my damn MUET teacher. Dear God, please bless me. Pray for me.

19 April 2009,

Just finished a Japanese movie entitled " Tokyo Friends ", this is a very very nice movie. No any reason but just I like the flow of the movie. The movie pointed the first dream that you have dream of and the most important is about friendship. A 20 years old girl from a small and unnamed island went to bid cit, Tokyo to find her future and finally become the lead singer of a philharmonic orchestra. In Tokyo, she met many many difference but common people. Everyone were rushing for their own life, dreams, love, family and work. She met her three best friends. First was an OL which always dream to be merry with a nice guy so everyday met with difference kinds of men. Second girl was a talented in drawing u-student but always don't know what she really expect for. Third girl was girl whose interest in stage-play. They for met and always encourage each other to pursue their own dream. In these growing process there were many happy and sadness. But like one of them said, "no matter how hard today that's never mind, we four can together here to drink, talk and share, the most important is tomorrow when you wake up and open your eye, we still got to face the day."

2009 April 18,

Sometimes feel my life was too crowded, I should escape it for a while. I want have a silent day. Yesterday after woke from the noon sleep, suddenly had an idea crossed my mind which was tomorrow I must want go to watch movie by myself. With no more thinking and 10.30 morning I went to the bus station then took bus to AEON Bukit Tinggi. About 45 minutes took to reach my destination, once reach quickly rushed to buy the ticket. Seem today had some many people came for movie, many nice-wore kids and youths made me felt self-abasement. Every nice-wore people with the latest cellphone and wore all the famous named clothes and shoes. Luckily I am not like that materialistic to compare myself with them, if that I should dig a hole to hide myself. 12.30 p.m. I had watch " He's just not that into you", a very nice movie. Story about few friend's life in the big city. Everyone everyday faced difference problems. Some everyday expect for love, some may have marriage problems and many about love. Then 3.20 p.m. watched the " Mall Cop ", this is a very funny movie. After watched you must have a very good mood. With that ended my " alone movie day ". I had told Bybae what I'm did but she said that she can't do these because she is social animal and can not live alone with her maxim, " no man is an island ". I won't refute her because everyone live with different value but that's no mean I like lonely. Sometimes just want have a silent and peaceful day. So, my maxim for today is " alone but not lonely ".

17 April 2009,

Recently I was in bad luck, don't know why and something bad luck must happened on me. Twp days ago, I had Chemistry experiment and the Iron(II)Chloride had been spill on my white trouser where around the ass. It looked like menstruation, I looked so silly and fool. Bad luck came to yesterday, when i went to school I had to cross the overhead bridge. Before I step on the stair, I had been slip down. The story came to the night, before I want to sleep. When I walked in my room, suddenly the door locked and my brother from outside wanna open then the lock was jam. No matter how I open also cannot and I had been trapped in my room for about 30 minutes. Luckily my dad help me to break the lock then just can open. How bad luck am I.

16 April 2009,

These few days really calm, peace, silent and blue. Days go a day, time rush very fast and tomorrow will be Friday again. Next Saturday will be the MUET test, one of my important test in my Form 6. Don't know why, nothing nervous now but everyone in school look so nervous and stress. Everyone were rush for something, some even because the pressure and felt very down. These few day I must be something going wrong, kept talking, joking and laughing. Maybe these are the way I release my pressure. Next Wednesday will be with reasonable play truant and go shopping because we will go to the international book fair and shopping. Really feel lucky before the test can have a short break. Actually I am also what I am typing now because my mind was very chaos, just like a hand stirr in my mind. Hope tomorrow will be a better day. Tomorrow is another day but seem my days will keep continue until before Christmas. Pray for me. Oh, today is my best friend, Apple lee's birthday, wish her happy always and don't always with that sleepy fish eye.

Happy Birthday, Apple.

p/s. Found an old song from Cheer Chen, the song entitled " everyday is a new practise " ,
every time hear like her whisper beside my ears, is time for something new...

2009 April 12,

Wait and expect for the unknown destination are the most disaster things for me. Just now reading many people's blog, no much of people are really happy. Actually the full-filled tear's eyes were covering with happy faces, everyone were trying to fake a smile everyday of their life. The unknown destination maybe friendship, love, studies, family...... So, I am not the only unhappy guy is this world. Just saw Siaw Wei's blog, really many including me will adore of her life nothing to worry about but actually she is not a happy girl now. Don't know why, maybe the unknowns cover our eyes. Maybe there are too many we have and we don't know to appreciate them. If you still confuse and struggle with your life please watch this video, it will make you appreciate what you have now. Always be happy although there are no much of really happy people.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KA5dPKUpK6g

2009 April 09,

Have you ever try someone draw a big shit on your table then write "I am a shit", your name and colour your table? The worst is put the glue on the words and when you want to rub it off but can't. Have you try it? Yes I did, right this morning. Today is April of ninth but not April Fool. Sometime I also adore my happy minded, after they did that I still can joke with them I want call Cikgu Zakharia come to catch them. Actually I am no angry but the most are sad and disappointed. While I rub my table, no one came to help but the jokers still in laugh. They no even apologized with me but just kept smiling. I had nothing to say at all. After they went to lab, I still washed the table by myself. Am I stupid or fool? I still can smile, I think I must something going wrong. Until just now tuition there was someone said I was angry then the jokers still no talked to me or any apologize, finally I just like I bully them.

p/s. Tomorrow is Good Friday, those who studied in M.E.S., will your skip your class?

2009 April 8,

"oh~你收了行李下个星期要去英国 oh~遥远的故事记得带回来给我 我知道我想要 却又不敢对你说 因为我已改变太多 oh~你改了一个名字也准备换工作 oh~你开始了新的恋情有一些困惑 我知道你想要 却又不敢对我说 因为你已改变太多 oh~你写了好几首属於你的歌 oh~这样的歌隐藏了太多苦涩 我知道你想要 却又不敢对我说 因为我曾是你 我曾是你 无话不说的朋友 因为 我们改变太多"

This is one of the new song from Cheer Chan, it is a very meaningful song and her song just like the knife cut your heart, once your here more and more then you will get serious hurt. Wow, long time no connected with others except those who in school but also rare to see A Hui because she is marrying to Jenjarom. Finally Alfred came to knock my door and asked where I am gone. I still here, my dear friend. This is song for you, this is what I feel and I would like to share with you. Cheer wrote this song for her best friend, her friend went to England. Just like you went KL to study. She want her friend remember bring back all the story happened there to her, so remember bring back your story to me. I know that and you also know that, there is something difficult to talk it out because all of us were changing, we were changing to another stage in order to face our different life's challenge.
So wherever you go please still remember you still have a friend here and always prepare to hear from you.

2009 April 6,

I like Cheer Chan's words, always with lots of meaning. Here I want to share this sentences:

“太阳也许不知道自己多么重要，或许，他只是个胆小鬼，如同你我一样.”

Sorry for my poor translate, this sentence state that the sun maybe don't know how important he is, maybe, he just a coward, like you and me. In my opinion, this sentence mean that everyone is important like the sun supplies the light to every life, just ourselves don't know that our own consequence and value.

From Renee Liu, I love her words.

人為了一個祕密
付出了很大的代價
之後
又因為這個代價
學習到祕密的本質

1 April 2009,

This morning heard from the FM, the DJ said that if you today no being foolish by others mean that you are not good in social. Is that real? I no think so. Wow, today was really hotting. Great God, if you can please let Malaysia can has winter time.