Bye, nanny

At the day of the last full moon of this year, goodbye, nanny.
It's time for you to set free and away from those troubles, sicks and pains.
I'll always miss you. Song for you, Sarah McLachlan - "Angle"


"In the arms of the Angel, fly away from here.
From this dark, cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear.
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie.
You're in the arms of the Angel, may you find some comfort here......"

就忽然之间喜欢这句词：

“谁记得
谁忘了
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说。”

Dream

I was a little girl alone in my little world who dreamed of a little home for me.
I played pretend between the trees, and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, and laughed in my pretty bed of green.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest swing.
I had a dream.

Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park, I asked God who I'm supposed to be.
The stars smiled down on me, God answered in silent reverie. I said a prayer and fell asleep.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest tree.
I had a dream.

Now I'm old and feeling grey. I don't know what's left to say about this life I'm willing to leave.
I lived it full and I lived it well, there's many tales I've lived to tell. I'm ready now, I'm ready now, I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing.

I had a dream

"Priscilla Ahn - Dream", this was the song I heard when I watched the movie "Bride Wars" with my colleagues during working time. Don't say that how come I can be so free, working time still can watching movie. Actually can, my boss never scold us because he did it too. This song is little bit grey but soft, enjoy it. xXx

接下来。。。

现在感觉就像站在繁忙的十字路口，望着黑漆漆的天空，虽然很累却觉得很充实，感觉中有股力量不断的推着我向前。终于每个人慢慢地走上了属于自己的人生轨道，每个人都在努力着向前进。虽然自此见面越来越少，但却为每个人而开心着。接下来，有好有坏，每个未完成的下一步。偶尔会觉得累，但了解却推着我们向前进，回忆会开心地陪伴走下去。加油。

i wanna leave here, wherever i also want go, just temporally also okey. just a while only, i can't pretend don't know anymore. please, just let me go...... i hate myself now, really hate myself!

"Are you boss' son? Give me discount lar......", these were the words I heard today. How come I looked like boss' son? If it's, there will be super awesome and lucky incident, but the truth is no! Sorry, sorry, I can't give you any discount.

p/s. Mr.Chan, I can be your son also, if you want.

it's easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?

质疑

为了一些无聊的小事而产生了隔阂，从而渐行渐远，那就是最愚蠢的事情。如果有什么质疑就找当事人问个清楚，不必自个儿在那儿做无聊揣测，又渲染他人。

还在寻岸

虽然拥有工作的专业知识；
但对于朋友们的近况认识，
却犹如隔着一大片大西洋。

流离寻岸的花

因为工作时间很空白，从而也增加我阅读的时间。趁着工作时，把九把刀的杀手系列3的小说给读完了。本来杀手系列都是以男人为主角，系列3却突兀的以一个援交妹的眼光去看这残酷的世界。小恩就是那个援交妹，一个从小没享受天伦，一辈子寻求别人的注意，关怀而生的女孩。因为初恋男友的胁迫但却为了挽留他的心而展开的援交之路，小恩为了得到更多的关怀也继续这条路。故事中小恩遇到了种种的客人，但却不曾抗拒，因为小恩希望找到的是一个会挽留她的人。终于小恩找到了，一个叫铁头的杀手，一个从来不曾嫌弃她的男人。铁头于一次任务失手而被杀了，小恩为了知道铁头死前是否痛快还是受尽折磨而展开对六个黑社会小混混的报仇之路。虽然最终小恩还是失手了，但是她还无悔。在小恩归西时，铁头带走她了。就如故事结尾所说的：“睁开眼，她是一朵烂化；闭上眼，她却是一朵美丽的红花；而这朵流离寻岸的花终于靠岸了。”

这是本值得看的书，它吃赤裸裸的呈现了人性的本面，而不是那些虚有其表的美丽童话。某种层面上，我和小恩蛮像的，就是那种追寻注意的眼神。你们看到我了吗？

上班前的三十分钟：

最讨厌收到的简讯回应就是“噢/谢谢/是哦......”之类的回答。

天啊，Super Junior和孙燕姿三月份都要来开演唱会。
虽然门票会花掉我一大半的薪水，但我非常愿意，请来赚我的钱吧！
谁要去记得和我说一声，要搭便车！

2010/01/12

拥有重新出发的勇气，什么事情都需要去试试才懂个中的酸甜。谢谢你，小鸡。

管他什么的

杨丞琳 雨爱 : “看不清，我也不想看清...”

这句词真不错，事情看得太透彻也没什么好处，不过是让人越感叹生活的无奈与寂寞。
做人嘛，又不是考试，也不必像数学需要方程式。
我个人推从随随便便，过得开心就好，管他什么的！
伤心就听悲歌饮歌，大哭一场；快乐烦恼就把摇滚嘻哈给它放下去，大声一起鬼吼。
做人嘛不就是自欺欺人，重要是开心就好，谁理你。

精神的磨练

如果说之前学校的考试是对智商的磨练，那么我现阶段就是投入了精神的磨练-耐性和理智。因为现在作为售货员的缘故，每天必须面临各式各样的客户。客户只能分成两种，一是凯子，二是穷子。这两种客户还能分成大方型和精打细算型。每天都会碰到“可爱”到不行的安娣和安客来拗已过期的优惠，明明已开到最低价还是不满。现阶段来讲我只能说马来客户是最好应付的。就说说今天吧，眼见一套三千的沙发即将售出，半路却杀出个程咬金，一切都是那多嘴儿子的女朋友。还给我说什么外劳介绍她买的比较便宜，那你不早去何必来呢？真是个雪特的女人！结论是浪费了我半个钟头的口水还有延迟了我的下班时间再加上我失去售卖一架电视机的机会，进而让我成为今天零销量的失败售货员。天啊，请救救我吧！希望我的耐性还能继续坚持下去。为了星期二的假期继续努力！

下雨天总让人感到无限感慨，你懂吗？

昨天和筱薇的朋友们在FB上乱：

无缘无故和素不相识的路人恶言相向感觉真不错。

06-01-10

人生已经如此地艰难 有些事情 就不要拆穿 

Marley & Me

Having an awesome movie just, "Marley & Me". Still remember it made me cried in the cinema. now watched back the movie, it still make me touch but no more tears. The final words of the movie were the most touching part, here it is:

"A dog has no use with fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes.
A waterlogged stick will do just fine.
A dog doesn't care if you're rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb.
Give'em your heart and he'll give you his.
How many people can say that about?
How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special?
How many people can make you feel...... extraordinary?"

久了就习惯了

虽然我个人最讨厌“久了就习惯了”了这句话，可是无可否认得是它还是对我生效了。真讨厌它，雪特！

因为邹小雄和王小燕的传染，每晚工作回家很累了还是狂磕SUJU上的综艺节目。你俩累人不浅啊！

工作的第二天，

发现了更多的现实面。有些顾客就是拥有金手指，指着自己要买的物品然后卡一刷就回了。有些却为了一件便宜的物品伤脑筋的盘算了好久。所有的信徒都说自己的神是公平，公正的。这辈子过得不好是因为上辈子没积福，那么这辈子花得很凶的，下辈子呢？会很穷吗？