I am rubbish,
you are garbage,
we all in the dustbin.
you are garbage,
we all in the dustbin.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
29 March 2009,
Distance is really a very cruel and struggle test no matter for friends or couples. And I really cannot passed these tests. This few day I deeply feel this problems. Everyone is in change even myself, the innocent gone away some even began wore the mask with difference faces and expressions. It is difficult to find back the initial's innocent and passion. The passion is gone, that's what I had saw.
Distance is really a very cruel and struggle test no matter for friends or couples. And I really cannot passed these tests. This few day I deeply feel this problems. Everyone is in change even myself, the innocent gone away some even began wore the mask with difference faces and expressions. It is difficult to find back the initial's innocent and passion. The passion is gone, that's what I had saw.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
28 March 2009,
Today I want to commend of the movie that I watched yesterday. The movie named " The Reader ". This is the movie by Kate Winslet. I like her movie. With "The Reader" she won the Oscar best actress on year 2009 and she really deserved the glory.
The main background is located at German, just right after the Second World's War. Kate aka Hanna, a ticket lady on the buses. One of the day while she was worked, she met a boy, the boy was about 17-18 and the boy felt sick. Hanna sent him to hospital. After three months the boy heal and went to thank her. With that time they started their amazing relationship, they were friend, couple. Hanna ordered the boy read her a book every time he came. But finally they variance and never saw each again.
The boy was a law student, he met her again in the court. Hanna had been denounce. Hanna had been framed that killed hundred of life because she locked the church. The church was fired cause of bomb and all of woman trapped in the church. Finally there ware just two survivor. Actually she just one of the guard and she know that her responsibility is not let the woman escaped. And there was a report can proved that she was innocent but she want to keep the secret so she plead guilty. Hanna actually a illiteracy and she don't know how to write. She had been jail more than twenty years.
Day go a day, the by grown and became a lawyer. He has a daughter but he was divorced with her wife. He backed to his hometown. His memories began to flashback the time with Hanna. He decided continue be Hanna's reader. So he recorded all the story in tape and sent the tapes to Hanna. Hanna was touched and she also began to learn and read, learn from the boy's tapes. Times go long she also learned to write. She began write to the boy. He never replied but just kept send her the tapes.
Finally that was time for Hanna to come out. Before the boy went to collect him, Hanna made decision to kill herself. She had been never interact with outside world for more than twenty years. And she kept her secret till the end.
The story is very very touch for me.
Today I want to commend of the movie that I watched yesterday. The movie named " The Reader ". This is the movie by Kate Winslet. I like her movie. With "The Reader" she won the Oscar best actress on year 2009 and she really deserved the glory.
The main background is located at German, just right after the Second World's War. Kate aka Hanna, a ticket lady on the buses. One of the day while she was worked, she met a boy, the boy was about 17-18 and the boy felt sick. Hanna sent him to hospital. After three months the boy heal and went to thank her. With that time they started their amazing relationship, they were friend, couple. Hanna ordered the boy read her a book every time he came. But finally they variance and never saw each again.
The boy was a law student, he met her again in the court. Hanna had been denounce. Hanna had been framed that killed hundred of life because she locked the church. The church was fired cause of bomb and all of woman trapped in the church. Finally there ware just two survivor. Actually she just one of the guard and she know that her responsibility is not let the woman escaped. And there was a report can proved that she was innocent but she want to keep the secret so she plead guilty. Hanna actually a illiteracy and she don't know how to write. She had been jail more than twenty years.
Day go a day, the by grown and became a lawyer. He has a daughter but he was divorced with her wife. He backed to his hometown. His memories began to flashback the time with Hanna. He decided continue be Hanna's reader. So he recorded all the story in tape and sent the tapes to Hanna. Hanna was touched and she also began to learn and read, learn from the boy's tapes. Times go long she also learned to write. She began write to the boy. He never replied but just kept send her the tapes.
Finally that was time for Hanna to come out. Before the boy went to collect him, Hanna made decision to kill herself. She had been never interact with outside world for more than twenty years. And she kept her secret till the end.
The story is very very touch for me.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
waiting...
huh... really got to take a deep breath.
yes, the taste of waiting is really suffer.
i now know the test.
please forgive me of misunderstand of you though that a simple job.
now know all the answer then totally felt relax.
thanks god.
yes, the taste of waiting is really suffer.
i now know the test.
please forgive me of misunderstand of you though that a simple job.
now know all the answer then totally felt relax.
thanks god.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Yesterday I had watched a movie entitled "Revolutionary Road" by Kate Winslet and Leonardo DiCaprio. This movie is the second movie that they two co-operated since "Titanic". This the movie where Kate Winslet get the best actress of Golden Globe Award and she really is. This movie may no suitable for those don't like love story because it is little bit boring but it is very a very fantastic movie.
She is April and he is Frank. They met at the party after that April get pregnant then they decided to marry. Finally their life tied by the kids. April let go her dream as an actress but just performed the soap drama in neighbourhood. Frank worked 10 hours everyday in order to supply his family. Frank always tell April how great of Paris. Finally April made decision move to Paris so that she can leave this boring life in 115, Revolutionary Road. Moreover she can chased after her dream be an actress in Paris. In the process of prepared, April found that she was pregnant and Frank give up the decision. April was totally disappointed with his husband's fear. She really want to leave. then she decided to abort by herself. She fail and experienced too much of bleeding. She made the final call: " I think i need some help, 115 Revolutionary road". This sentence was kept continue appeared in my mind. It's time to revolution.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
21 March 2009,
Yesterday's activity Ricky and Siaw Wei already wrote so I will not repeat the same writing again. I want to talk about the movie that we watched, the movie entitled "Marley and Me". Marley is a dog, an over active dog. I think those who had pets and love them very much, you will felt very touch after watched this movie. Always went cinema to watch those screaming, running, horror, violence, ghost, heroes and others. Sometimes the simple movie is better than that with millions cost production movie. A dog can made your life felt difference. Actually yesterday my rational was fighting with my tears, once Marley began to sick then i knew the conclusion but tried to not tear it out. The next movie that I most expect is "He's just not that into you", this is also a simple and love movie about few friends live in big city. Jennifer Aniston that aka Jane in "Marley And Me" also will appear in this movie. Oh, the actress that I most expect is Drew Barrymore From "Charlie's Angels".
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
18 March 2009,
Today want to talk about one the best friend that admire most, she is Apple. She is really a good girl or now I have to call her as lady. I think she is the most successful lady among all my friends, sorry I had to say that but this is the truth. Firstly, she can work as the yoga and dancing teacher. She can paid for her own life and she can even paid the loan of the car every month. She has a lovely boy friend. The most important is that she can always live with happy and glad mood. Hope that our friendship can last forever.
Today want to talk about one the best friend that admire most, she is Apple. She is really a good girl or now I have to call her as lady. I think she is the most successful lady among all my friends, sorry I had to say that but this is the truth. Firstly, she can work as the yoga and dancing teacher. She can paid for her own life and she can even paid the loan of the car every month. She has a lovely boy friend. The most important is that she can always live with happy and glad mood. Hope that our friendship can last forever.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
17 March 2009,
Recently, one of my friend has faced some troubles. He is confused with where, who is his real friends? Actually I had faced this trouble before, it was just after finished our SPM. After that I had totally disappeared in their life even they went for travel and so on. Actually the incident made me down was that they had created a profile named Our Gang in Friendster, then they had came out a list that with 18 best friends but I was not in the list. This incident really made me hurt so bad. That time I was totally spoilt, I always asked myself that what I had did wrong? Don't that everytime they organized any activities I also joined? Many many many questions I had asked myself but I had nothing did wrong. The thing I don't have is that I am no enough charm and compelling. But the most luckiest was that there is a best friend beside me, he is Yeung Shean. He had worked together with me during the long period holiday, then I shared my trouble with him. Really thanks a lot to him help me walked out from these haze. He said that friends no just in list but inside of heart. Afterward I am also began to think, be more open minded to look at one thing. Then I walked out from these haze and I joined again with these friends until now I been found many best friends. The journey is hard and pain but the destination is better than what you though. But sometime I will also fell into this black mood again then I will told him, then he just replied me this massage. That what I want to share: " Friendship is infinity,no wonder how far we are, as the heart still in link, the distance between us will just like we are now sitting beside. As my phone still got your phone number, you still the friend that I appreciated." Yes, he is correct. So I want to share this experince with him. Hope that he can quickly walk out from these haze.
Recently, one of my friend has faced some troubles. He is confused with where, who is his real friends? Actually I had faced this trouble before, it was just after finished our SPM. After that I had totally disappeared in their life even they went for travel and so on. Actually the incident made me down was that they had created a profile named Our Gang in Friendster, then they had came out a list that with 18 best friends but I was not in the list. This incident really made me hurt so bad. That time I was totally spoilt, I always asked myself that what I had did wrong? Don't that everytime they organized any activities I also joined? Many many many questions I had asked myself but I had nothing did wrong. The thing I don't have is that I am no enough charm and compelling. But the most luckiest was that there is a best friend beside me, he is Yeung Shean. He had worked together with me during the long period holiday, then I shared my trouble with him. Really thanks a lot to him help me walked out from these haze. He said that friends no just in list but inside of heart. Afterward I am also began to think, be more open minded to look at one thing. Then I walked out from these haze and I joined again with these friends until now I been found many best friends. The journey is hard and pain but the destination is better than what you though. But sometime I will also fell into this black mood again then I will told him, then he just replied me this massage. That what I want to share: " Friendship is infinity,no wonder how far we are, as the heart still in link, the distance between us will just like we are now sitting beside. As my phone still got your phone number, you still the friend that I appreciated." Yes, he is correct. So I want to share this experince with him. Hope that he can quickly walk out from these haze.
Friday, March 13, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Ker Lee said:
my dear friend,this is a hard time for you as a form 6 student.. we all knew about this.. we knew it is hard to go through this phase yet you left no longer days to stay in form 6.. what we can do now is just do our best to archieve what we desired for so long.. isn't? instead of thinking so much,we just start to take our action to get it.. nothing is impossible because i believe that you're possible to do it..
good luck my dear friend..
although i am lucky to get in matrick yet i know how tough is form 6 life..
remember this
"before god entrust you a mission,you will be tested your endurance both spiritually and physically.."
wish you good luck my dear friend..
we will support you always :)
____________________________________________________________________
Ker Lee, thanks a lot. this touch passage also share with those in form 6.
my dear friend,this is a hard time for you as a form 6 student.. we all knew about this.. we knew it is hard to go through this phase yet you left no longer days to stay in form 6.. what we can do now is just do our best to archieve what we desired for so long.. isn't? instead of thinking so much,we just start to take our action to get it.. nothing is impossible because i believe that you're possible to do it..
good luck my dear friend..
although i am lucky to get in matrick yet i know how tough is form 6 life..
remember this
"before god entrust you a mission,you will be tested your endurance both spiritually and physically.."
wish you good luck my dear friend..
we will support you always :)
____________________________________________________________________
Ker Lee, thanks a lot. this touch passage also share with those in form 6.
Save Me From Myself
11 March 2009,
Don't know why,today suddenly felt so so down even the tears wanna came out during my teacher was in teaching. Maybe teacher said that there was only two out of eight yesteryear's student passed their physic. The mood just liked I am in watched Titanic, ten out of fifteen hundred people alive. Can I catch one of the floating wood? Can I find the vessel and blow it for someone to save me? Can I survive? No one can save me. I know that only me can save me from myself. Wish I always have good mood.
Don't know why,today suddenly felt so so down even the tears wanna came out during my teacher was in teaching. Maybe teacher said that there was only two out of eight yesteryear's student passed their physic. The mood just liked I am in watched Titanic, ten out of fifteen hundred people alive. Can I catch one of the floating wood? Can I find the vessel and blow it for someone to save me? Can I survive? No one can save me. I know that only me can save me from myself. Wish I always have good mood.
Monday, March 9, 2009
behind of her
i am fell so pity of her
she likes to be the head of team
she likes to control of all
she seems liked weather
she seems so dark
always with bad mood
she don't know
don't know
behind of her
there are so much of
disaffected
disobey
malcontent
she likes to be the head of team
she likes to control of all
she seems liked weather
she seems so dark
always with bad mood
she don't know
don't know
behind of her
there are so much of
disaffected
disobey
malcontent
Saturday, March 7, 2009
四
我真的倦了，每天都得面对那可恶的26个字母还有数也数不尽的数字所以想打华文。前几天因为要考数学而辗转难眠，在被数学程式围绕的空隙中想起了自己以前做了多少“好傻好天真”的事情。虽然回想有点好笑但对我而言这些回忆好珍贵同时也傻的可爱，傻得可以。回想起了我三个好朋友-邹，张和叶同学。
先说说邹同学吧，他真的是我遇见最奇特的人。他看见的很阔同时他的世界很小。他是一个很好的聆听者但他意见我有时也会却步，他有点偏激。不过认识他好好噢，他可以看见我所看到的，听我所听见的（不是鬼），我是说想法。现在还记得那一首歌，电视不断播放的那一首《不远》。“我就站在不远处，默默的为你祝福......”，他哭了当一群人在狂欢之时。自起我再也没有见他哭过了。他的冷笑话一点都不好笑，终觉得在掩饰着什么。
叶同学，真的是一个开心的人。如我而言，纪汉和云欣是唯二真的好笑的人。他拥有天生的幽默和乐知。另外一面的他其实是个爱哭宝，详情就不说了。他越来越潮男了，不要挖他的旧事来说。他就像单飞比较红的偶像，很忙，其实在忙功课啦。每次见到他都有不一样的惊喜，只能说越来越帅咯。蜕变让他越来越有自信。
最后就是张同学了，老土点的形容就是邻家大男孩。让我最羡慕的是他的纯真，经过了这样久，他还是保有那份纯真，真好。回想每次去他家住都好开心。所以我常说巧克力家是酒店大厅，东禅寺是花园，张同学家是酒店，哈哈。他就是一个让人很想照顾他的人，叶同学和邹同学就爱给他劝告，意见。
好多事情发生。最先认识应该是邹同学吧。噢，还记得那时超级无敌讨厌体育课所以常常假装忘记带体育服然后被老师罚捡垃圾，经而认识邹同学然后再认识叶同学，那时我们都好爱S.H.E。再来因他们才认识张同学。好奇特，来自启化，仁嘉隆，中华及中南的四个死小孩就这样认识了。
我觉得我最宇宙无敌的事情就是.......好啦，就是有一阵子叶同学和邹同学冷战。我啊...哈哈...我就去打印12份的问卷给我和其他三位。内容就是为什么讨厌/喜欢和他做朋友，他的优缺点诸如此类的问题，结果还真的有回信呢。噢，让我还耿耿于怀的是张同学到现在还不回信。如要续说还有两匹布这样长，回忆就留给我们去想吧。
当时已经回不去了，路还是得继续往前走，回忆依然继续累积。最近大家都各自忙个的，希望下次可以四人到齐。单飞了，还是要偶尔回来看看。好久没合照了，有机会下次四个人在一起照。
先说说邹同学吧，他真的是我遇见最奇特的人。他看见的很阔同时他的世界很小。他是一个很好的聆听者但他意见我有时也会却步，他有点偏激。不过认识他好好噢，他可以看见我所看到的，听我所听见的（不是鬼），我是说想法。现在还记得那一首歌，电视不断播放的那一首《不远》。“我就站在不远处，默默的为你祝福......”，他哭了当一群人在狂欢之时。自起我再也没有见他哭过了。他的冷笑话一点都不好笑，终觉得在掩饰着什么。
叶同学，真的是一个开心的人。如我而言，纪汉和云欣是唯二真的好笑的人。他拥有天生的幽默和乐知。另外一面的他其实是个爱哭宝，详情就不说了。他越来越潮男了，不要挖他的旧事来说。他就像单飞比较红的偶像，很忙，其实在忙功课啦。每次见到他都有不一样的惊喜，只能说越来越帅咯。蜕变让他越来越有自信。
最后就是张同学了，老土点的形容就是邻家大男孩。让我最羡慕的是他的纯真，经过了这样久，他还是保有那份纯真，真好。回想每次去他家住都好开心。所以我常说巧克力家是酒店大厅，东禅寺是花园，张同学家是酒店，哈哈。他就是一个让人很想照顾他的人，叶同学和邹同学就爱给他劝告，意见。
好多事情发生。最先认识应该是邹同学吧。噢，还记得那时超级无敌讨厌体育课所以常常假装忘记带体育服然后被老师罚捡垃圾，经而认识邹同学然后再认识叶同学，那时我们都好爱S.H.E。再来因他们才认识张同学。好奇特，来自启化，仁嘉隆，中华及中南的四个死小孩就这样认识了。
我觉得我最宇宙无敌的事情就是.......好啦，就是有一阵子叶同学和邹同学冷战。我啊...哈哈...我就去打印12份的问卷给我和其他三位。内容就是为什么讨厌/喜欢和他做朋友，他的优缺点诸如此类的问题，结果还真的有回信呢。噢，让我还耿耿于怀的是张同学到现在还不回信。如要续说还有两匹布这样长，回忆就留给我们去想吧。
当时已经回不去了，路还是得继续往前走，回忆依然继续累积。最近大家都各自忙个的，希望下次可以四人到齐。单飞了，还是要偶尔回来看看。好久没合照了，有机会下次四个人在一起照。
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
start
wow!! today start my school's monthly test.
pretty nervous while doing physic,
the simplest equation also forgot,
after the test just remember back is "Q=cv".
after that there was pa2,
quite happy and excited while drawn the pie chart,
but finally know i was right felt very happy.
still got to suffer for two days,
never mind and the short holiday want come again.
tomorrow will be math-t,
integration will kill me.
just had charted with shawn and alfred,
they really try very hard in their study,
no time to sleep,
rush for assignment.......
"better before sweet",
the candy is difficult.
dear god,
please give them little time to sleep.
finally,
really thanks for siaw wei's wish.
pretty nervous while doing physic,
the simplest equation also forgot,
after the test just remember back is "Q=cv".
after that there was pa2,
quite happy and excited while drawn the pie chart,
but finally know i was right felt very happy.
still got to suffer for two days,
never mind and the short holiday want come again.
tomorrow will be math-t,
integration will kill me.
just had charted with shawn and alfred,
they really try very hard in their study,
no time to sleep,
rush for assignment.......
"better before sweet",
the candy is difficult.
dear god,
please give them little time to sleep.
finally,
really thanks for siaw wei's wish.
Monday, March 2, 2009
see picture and make story
Am I cute?
Touch me if you dare!
How dare you are really touch me!! Take out your pump!!
Don't run!! I will catch you!!
Finally catch you!!
Sorry, I'm wrong...
Haha... Never mind, I got things to protect me.
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