Goobye 2008 & Hello 2009

Yes, bye bye 2008 and hello 2009. For me, year 2008 just like 'Asam Laksa'. The beginning of year 2008 I was busy in working cause I though that I was eighteen now, should I keep take pocket money from my family? So I went for worked, although working was so so boring, bought things with myself earning money, the feel was so great. And my car license also i paid for myself. Well the time reach middle of March, the time SPM result announced. My result still ok, 6A5B. April and May were the most happy and sad months. This two months I beginning closer with Our gang, the times were so so great, sing k, movie, birthday celebration and ... But I backed home, the sad times were began. There were many quarrel with my family that should I go IPTS or Form 6. Oh, damn days and I had been cried many many time, so crazy me. Finally, I am Form 6's student now. There was no any choices for me, who want be the poor people? Then I just can go for Form 6. Everyday went school alone, back home alone. Wednesday and Thursday went for tution. The day just repeated like that. I love Friday, the day Ricky came fetched me, A Hui and Bybae for lunch. Still remember that one day Ker Lee backed and we went MES for lunch and we took many photo, so happy. And night had tea with Our Gang members.Heard that they shared their new experince, new friends. I was so admired them but I know that one day I will. Well, Form 6 I also met many friends. Luckily still got Bybae and A Hui with me walked this road. Today comes to the last day of year 2008, tomorrow will be 2009.Don't know what will happen, but I will be keep holding on and walk my way. Hope that 2009 those I love will stay health and i also can get flying colour in my STPM.

Bye bye,2008
&
welcome 2009!

Poetry Of The Day After

Yesterday, I had read a funny novel 'Poetry Of The Day After '. The novel is about a gang, 5 boys and a girl. When they were eighteen, they six each wrote 3 wishes then put into the bottle and interred the bottle. They concerted after 10 years back again and read out the wishes. They did not gathered after 10 years. But after 12 years, they had been gathered cause of the 5 boy's dream girl married. They been gathered in the lunch. The 5 boys had been musician, car promoter, hawker, clerk, one worked at U.S. and the excited was that the girl was a policewoman. Then they decided to dig out the bottle. These gang then began their wishes chased day... Now they were thirty and how about the wishes during eighteen?

Now I am eighteen, what are my wishes? I don't know. How about others? Are you confuse with your future? What you want in your future? What I got to do?

After twelve years, I have been thirty. And my friends? I think some may marry even have children, some may still single, some may flying colors in working, some may at the other country, some may.......

I think I may be a common worker in a big company, some days O.T. til night, then back home have a bath, drink a glass of red wine then fall to the dream. I may have a dog......

Merry Merry X'mas

Santa Claus's could you made me a richer man?
Whatever,
wish all I love Merry Merry X'mas.
X'mas come mean that year 2008 will be pass soon,
this year nothing special,
all vain days.
Hope next year will be a 'full-fill' year.
Luckily this year X'mas I still had photo with two beautiful girl,
ha~~ha~~ha~~

Open Mic Night

Seems long time not go sing K!
I think this year,
we all had been go to GreenBox at least 20 times.
We should get the VVIP pass.
There were so many memories at GreenBox.

Here I want to share some of my memories:

01. aPo's undertone and his theme song "Silent" plus CheeHan and me repeated noise.
02. aWei and aHui are good in singing.
03. KerLee's theme song, "Big Girl Don't cry" and many many English song.
04. Bybae always said that:" I don't know sing the front, I just know the chorus only."
But once the song began, she knows how to sing.
05. SayEr's theme song, "Bleeding Love" and many English song without lyrics, but she
still keeps singing.
06. SiawWei's HK tv drama's theme song and many English song without lyrics, but she
still keeps singing.
07. ShaoWei's monotone singing style.
08. YeanShyang's rock n' roll.
09. Thew's silent singing style.
10. Shawn''s 100% plunge in singing.
11. Others... I don't know because aren't they sing?

So,
guys n' girls,
when you all free?
It's been long time we no go sing K,
wait for you all.
And all ours high songs,
"3 days 3 nights",
"Passion's Desert",
"Sisters",
"Umbrella",
"Hand In Hand" and
......................

MeMorieS oF a~Hui's BirThdAy

That was a great day.
I think this was the last birthday celebration for year 2008.

When we arrived, S.wei started her witch's work.
She is a MCC witch, she can see your future:
How many kid you will own after marry.


A.Hui's sparkling Birthday cake.


As the custom,this photo must be taken.


And there was 2 great man for A.Hui. Haha~~


p/s: A.Hui's BF is a very funny and straight guy.

distance

distance...
everyone said that distance was no a problem,
as you have the sincerity,
it will links usu together.
any type of the relationship,
no just sincerity can last forever,
i think the most important is face to face.
for an example,
my friend,
thew,
he was in dengki passed few days ago.
but i not even know that,
i think i'm a failure as be his friend.
anyway,
thew,
you already very bony,
eat more and more.
next time see you please be more fitter.

p/s. shawn chow,you also same.skinny was not suitable for you.

三十...而飞

三十...而飞

词/曲/唱：萧贺硕

身边景色不断往前 时光列车猛地倒退
绑着马尾的小女孩 笑着问实现了没?
穿上绿色制服制约 音乐 自信离我越来越远
如果一切可以重来 我的选择 会不会

聪明的烦恼 对照愚笨思考
放下了肩膀 更确定方向 更期待着明天

一瞬间我有种直觉 不费吹灰 轻轻地起飞
手指弹着云朵琴键 记忆里的飞
三十以前筑成的堡垒 散发出信念
小大人与大小孩之间 自在地飞

梦想还是现实抢先 练习 每个角度都想一遍
怎么样的三十岁 还能对自己拥有新鲜
缺陷演奏成的完美 藏在 微笑的眼角的伤悲
舍去骄傲的嘴脸 试着对自己诚实一点

绿色的草原 熟悉的天际线
其实很简单 不就是自然 告诉我们这些

一瞬间我有种直觉 不费吹灰 轻轻地起飞
手指弹着云朵琴键 记忆里的飞
三十以前筑成的堡垒 散发出信念
小大人与大小孩之间 自在地飞

身边景色不断往前 时光列车猛地倒退
绑着马尾的小女孩 笑着问实现了没?'
梦想还是现实抢先 练习 每个角度都想一遍
怎么样的三十岁 才算对自己有点贡献

“怎样的十八岁才对自己有贡献呢？”

《拼命去死》

刚刚看完九把刀的新书，《拼命去死》。
故事里的人无论任何死法都会复活，变成活死人。
活死人能思考，有感觉，但不能吃喝睡拉性。
每个人漫无目的地活下去，有些活闷了就去焚化炉自焚。
只有一些真正放得下的才能得到真正的解脱。
每个人都在寻找生命的意义。
或许生命最有意义的地方总是叫人找不到意义。

p/s 别太执着。

"God is the greatest!"......?

Just now, my nephew screamed at me:
"God is the greatest!"
I just answered her:
"Is it?"

Is it the God is the greatest?
Is Him/Her being?
How about He/She just one of us?
Will He/She faces the failure?
Will He/She cries?
Will He/She......?
I confused of the God's presence.
If He/She being or the greatest,
why the disaster keep happen?
Why the worst person still being?
Why and why?

Hikari:
"The place with must has the shadow,
the lighter the place,
the darker the shadow."
Every event must has opposite effect.
The greatest God here,
there will be the worst evil.

The justice?
Depend on yourself.
Is that God being?
I don't know.

Chocolate, add oil!

Chocolate, add oil!

Chapter 2: OK

The incident after a week...

Wilson's cellphone rang, that was sms from Manager:
"Later
limteh..9.30..69..drive
car or need fetch
pls tell me..thx.."

Wilson replied the sms:
"Sorry, i go jusco with my
family now, if i back earlier
i go by myself, enjoy."

Reply from Manager:
"ok"

Wilson knew that he finally get the forgive from his Manager.

Chapter 1: Scare

This story is around the workers in a company.
The company named "Nene Company Sdn. Bhd.".
Nene company is a combination company.
Our boss name A.Ne
We also have a manager.
......

One day,two workers, Wilson and Bybae were in gossip after worked:

Wilson: How??!! How??!!
Bybae : What??!!
Wilson: I'm so scare to face our manager.
Bybae : Ya lor, ya lor!! I'm also.
Wilson: Haiz...Big problem.
Bybae : Ya lor, I also don't know how to face him.
Wilson: If he want we go out for tea, I also don't know what to talk.
Bybae : You think too much liao, maybe he still in angry, Won't ask you go for tea.
Wilson: Maybe you right, but we already apologized before.
Bybae : But we still no get any forgive reply from manager.
Wilson: Haiz...
Bybae : Haiz...
Wilson: I every day sit in the office and wait the reply till the flower wither already.
Bybae : No you only, me,Bubble and Swetness also.
Wilson: Haiz...
Bybae : Haiz... Sorry, my car come. I got to go now. Bye.
Wilson: Bye.

Why Wilson, Bybae, Bubble and Sweetness so scare their manager?
Because before that they offended in the office.
How they solve the problem?
To be continue...

BELONGING

my adhering,

is it deserve?
what i'm trusting,
is it real?
if i pursue,
can it belong to me?
maybe,
maybe i'm too innocence.
those belong to sky,
fly!
those belong to sea,
swim!
the end before yesterday that belong to me,
i decide my decision.
the day after tomorrow that belong to me,
i adore my superstition.
the sadness that belong to us,
let's forget it together.
the twinkle and sparkling friendship that belong to us,
let's effort it together.
come,
those belong to us,
let's face it together.

Rabindranath Tagore 泰戈尔

The fish in the water is silent,the animal on the earth is

noisy,the bird in the air is singing.But Man has in him the

silence of the sea,the noise of the earth and the music of the

air.

——by Rabindranath Tagore

水中游鱼静默，地上走兽喧嚣，空中飞鸟吟唱。但人类拥有了大海的

静默、土地的喧嚣、及虚空的乐音。
——泰戈尔

The more we have, the more we got after.Please learn enough.

拥有越多，追求越多。请学会知足。

CHOCOLATE

these few days feel not so happy cause of this and that.
that all bad day,
hope the storm can pass as soon as possible.
these few days,
i'm thanks a lot to my friend,
chocolate.
she is a warm girl,
good listener and always give good suggestions.
she is really nice.
for me,
she is a very important friend.
maybe herself also don't know.
actually she helped me a lot,
built up my confidence.
ya,
i'm a ugly guy,
this is the truth,
i know.
so,
mr. shaowei no need you every time reminded me.
but she is different.
she is really a good friend.
she make friend with full sincere.
every times she take photo with others,
she won't forget me even puts the photo in friendster.
for others,
they won't did it. so,
chocolate,
thanks a lot. i love her blog,
all the passages she wrote,
i feel very close,
touched and warm. i love this friend. hey,
don't think too much,
that friendship's love.
thanks,
chocolate.

I'm sorry.

please,
your angry is correct.
all are my wrong.
i have no idea,
if that the only way,
go through it.
i will accept the decision you made.
i'm sorry.
that's only what i can say.
no wonder you forgive or no,
i still i am,
i will no regret of what i had done.

a special friend,SHAWN

his birthday was passed 6 days ago,
but now i just want wish for him.
my best friend, SHAWN.
he is an unusual person,
i think everyone will also think like that.
actually,
he is a sad person,
his life full of challenge, dare...
or i think he thinks too much.
before you deep know about him,
you will feel that his emotion just like weather,
suddenly storm, suddenly sunny day.
(but all will said that his period is coming, haha!!!)
actually he is a very concern people,
he will always cares someone feeling.
for me,
his life is very difficult and tired.
in this short passage,
i can't describe fully about him.
i think you better go to meet him then you will know what i'm trying to talk.
i am very thankful because of this guy.
well, SHAWN, happy birthday.

dear xiao yann, from girl to woman...

hurry up, guys!!
come to see this beautiful & pretty girl!!
(forgive me, god,i am lying but she also a well-looked person)
you have no any chance to chase after her because......she is my brother!!
no la, this just a joke, she is 100% miss!
2008 november 7, the day she went for woman.
congratulation, xiao yann!!
you are woman now and can get marry now.
actually,
i'm very thanks to her that because she was the only two person who know my feeling.
the distance making us no so close as before but once anything happen,
just an expression of one's eye then we can know what happen.
no wonder what happen, i also hope that our friendship can last forever.
finally,
congratulation to xiao yann found her orange!
couple's life is sweet and beautiful, but don't forget us!
happy birthday,bro!

p/s: heard that love likes honey,don't eat too much or you will be fat!!

Just Stand Up 站起来

The heart is stronger than you think
It's like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though
Sometimes you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe it look into your heart the beat goes on

I'm tellin' you that
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don't let up
Don't you know you can go be your own miracle
You need to know

If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Who are we to be questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

信念是非常强壮，它可以带领你穿越任何困难。
当你想要逃避，听听自己的心跳，还活着，难熬的会经过的。
一切都会转好的，当你跌倒就要马上站起来，抛弃烦恼，不要放弃。
当你觉得是极限了，别放弃。
别放弃，会经过的，站起来吧！

Letter that won't have reply...

Have you ever know that the feeling cast away by someone?
The feeling just like you post a letter that you won't get any reply but you still waiting for it
I have few friends, I'm very admire of them cause they can always laugh even cry in the crowd. They can always express their own feeling and everyone thought that that was a true or the thing they should do. But for me, I can"t did it cause no one will concern about my feeling. I feel like I always lick up by the dark. Adamancy such my logo, what I should have. I'm a very silent person, like I enter a discussion and suddenly I leave, there also no one will noticed that. I don't know what thing I did wrong, I have self-examination but the way still continue. I always advise myself maybe still not the time yet, someday I will get the reply. Be patience to wait.

月夜乐跃

银洁残月
安宁静夜
悦心之乐
心绪奔跃

Tired...Rest...Fly...

feel tired...
want to escape from the truth...
leave...
have a journey & rest...
subsided the clinging...
enough...
a better,happy tomorrow...
ready to fly...