天使

上完课回宿舍，把衣服洗了，冲了个凉，洗把脸，坐下，蓝！

把电脑打开，耳机塞进耳窝里，按下播放键，听着Sarah Mclachlan-Angel。一首非常舒服的歌曲，一首常常把我从惆怅，低落，绝望，想念，寂寞拯救起来的歌曲。这几天不知为何非常想家，非常想念家乡的朋友们。可能感觉已经被遗忘了吧，曾经是多么要好的朋友，如今坐在同一桌，感觉是那么近，但却事实上差了个十万八千里，这是我时常逃避的原因。不过庆幸的是还有几位对我很重要的朋友会盼着我回去和他们相聚，真的很感谢他们给我值得，肯定和存在。另外开心的事我在这儿找到了两位让我有相同感觉的学姐，谢谢她们。

音乐继续重复播放着……天使是人们绝望失落出现的那一道光，指引人们走向光明，感受温暖。我真切的觉得天使存在，虽然天使从未出现但却长长透过声音指引着我。

“spend all your time waiting for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.
there’s always one reason to feel not good enough,
and it’s hard at the end of the day.
i need some distraction oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty and weightless and maybe
i’ll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you’re in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there’s vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don’t make no difference
escaping one last time
it’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you’re in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you’re in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
some comfort here”

愿我们在天使的温暖臂膀下，我们能得到些许温暖，更有决心面对每个挑战。